trance-freak

"The most important things are the hardest to say. They are the things you get ashamed of, because words diminish them -- words shrink things that seemed limitless when they were in your head to no more than living size when they're brought out. But it's more than that, isn't it? The most important things lie too close to wherever your secret heart is buried, like landmarks to a treasure your enemies would love to steal away. And you may make revelations that cost you dearly only to have people look at you in a funny way, not understanding what you've said at all, or why you thought it was so important that you almost cried while you were saying it. That's the worst, I think. When the secret stays locked within not for want of a tellar but for want of an understanding ear."

"Sometimes there are no words. No clever quotes to sum up what's happened that day. Sometimes you do everything right. Everything exactly right and still you feel like you failed. Did it need to be that way? Could something have been done to prevent the tragedy in the first place? 89 murders at the pig farm.. the deaths of Mason and Lucas Turner make 91 lives snuffed out. Kelly Shane will go home and try to recover, to reconnect with her family but she'll never be a child again. William Hitower who gave his leg for his country, and the rest of himself to avenge his sister's murder. That makes 93 lives forever altered. Not counting family and friends in the small town Antario who thoughts monsters didn't exist until they spent their lives with one. And what about my team? How many more times will they be able to look into the abyss? How many times before they won't be able to recover the pieces of themselves the job takes. Like i said.. sometimes there are no words. Clever quotes to neatly sum up what happens. Sometimes the day just…. ends."